Tuesday, July 9, 2013

The Summer Cycle

There isn't much in my life more exciting than the feeling of finishing that last final exam and knowing that it's finally summer. I can get more hours at work, and can save up the extra few dollars that are going to help me get through the winter. Fantastic!

It takes about a week for me to get tired of stuffing tacos and rolling burritos, and to be ready for fall semester to start. 

**Yes, I work at Taco Bell. It's just like med school, only bloodier. 

This cruel and vicious cycle seems to rule my existence. For this reason, I've decided to buy a DeLorean. 

If you need me, I'll be three years from now in actual med school. 

Salut, mes amis!

Monday, April 1, 2013

A Dog Protects His Family

It's been a very long time since I've posted anything. This piece has been in progress for nearly as long, and as gun control and the reputation of one of my favorite dog breeds have been popular topics of political attention, I decided it was a good time to send it out.



I'm lying awake when a series of loud, impatient taps interrupts your light, even snoring. A soft cuss escapes my lips. I think of your lips, and a familiar heat rises. I pull away from your bare chest, warm against my skin, and carefully slide out of bed. The walk through the not-so-clean kitchen seems endless in the unfamiliar silence usually occupied by the click-click of four heavy feet on the linoleum floor. With my hand on the doorknob, I hesitate slightly after a low growl warns me back to safety. Leaning against the door, with my eye against a peephole, I hear a deafening pop from outside. Pain. 
Gasping for what would be my last taste of precious air, my only comfort is in the sounds of an angry dog destroying flesh, and in knowing that you are safe. 

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

His Arms

I am not, nor have I ever been, much of a fan of poetry. Recently, in a literature class, I was required to read some works of Herbert Woodward Martin, and I fell in love. The language, the reason I am often uninterested in poetry, was very down-to-earth, and written in terms I understood and related to. He writes the way I often speak.
Particularly, I found myself drawn to a piece called Sleeping Lovers, in which a white girl and a colored man are set aflame while sleeping in a bus station one night. The imagery was captivating, and my mind's eye felt like it was on speed. But, me being me, I soon put my scientific brain to work on Sleeping Lovers. I decided that during the fire, their bodies would have been on overdrive, adrenaline and dopamine, among other chemical hormones, coursing through their veins at such high levels, they probably wouldn't actually remember the fire, even if they had lived through it; they would have eventually gone into shock and simply been unconscious. After reading it aloud and in my head several other times, I then wondered what they actually did remember. That inspired me to write a prequel. I crawled inside the girl's head in the moments before the fire, and assumed a few things I had wondered about while reading Martin's poem.
I'd love to include that here, too, for those who would like to read it, but I'm sure I'd be violating some copyright law or something, so you'll just have to find it yourself. :-)


His Arms
    As she lies in his arms, she thinks about Them. The dark chocolate-colored skin stretched over round, overworked biceps were wrapped around her like a blanket, scaring off the nightmares - almost. She can still hear her father's angry voice ringing in her head.
    "You are not my daughter."
    She feels Them pull her closer as the tears begin to stream down her ivory cheeks. The bench beneath her is cold and hard, and for a split second, she smiles, remembering the most wonderful moment of her life, the moment They first held her close and promised her the world. They made her feel something she had never felt before: security. In nineteen years, she had become accustomed to the idea that crawling out of her skin might just be soothing.
    And now, as the scene in her parents' living room plays over and over on the side of a passing train, she realizes the world is now at her fingertips. She no longer has family or responsibilities keeping her from going wherever They will take her. Comforted by this, and by the warmth of his body, she begins to drift off to sleep.
    The last thing she hears is muffled giggling and the flick of a Zippo. The last thing she feels is happy.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Writer's Block

I am in college, and am often required to write essays and papers. It's amazing to me how much time I spend simply staring at the blank screen, wondering what to type, as I did for several minutes when deciding what to blog about just now. The time spent trying to be witty and creative is wasted. I am a biology major, so creativity and wit are completely lost on my instructors. All they care about are facts. This is why I don't understand myself ever having writer's block anymore. I haven't taken a composition class since sophomore year, and thus have not been required to do anything but present facts and elaborate on them. I have opinions. I have thoughts. So why is it so difficult to just write? No reason. And so I blog. Here, I can spend any pent up smart-ass-ishness, then get right down to business when trying to write about invasive species, cellular respiration, or ribonucleic acid. I won't have any specific theme or idea for this blog; I'll just write about what's on my mind on any given day. Ham, for example.
Ham is delicious, but can be dangerous for those of us trying to shed a few extra pounds. Lean ham is much smarter, as the fat content is often ridiculously low, something like 98% fat free. This and cottage cheese, fat free, of course, have been staples in my current 22-pound victory. I hope to shed about 30 more, and am well on the way.
Speaking of that, it is now lunch time, and I am off to please my pallet. Over and out.